1. Sweet Disaster

Eat me up inside when I have had enough alone
Cultivate by night emotions I don't call my own
I'm chasing after a sweet disaster
I'm running from the idle accusations in my laughter
Don't want to foster a strange imposter
Inside of my own skin

'Cause I am not worth nothing alone
Stop stopping me
I'm just trying to get home
And we aren't happening
Please just try to see
I'm just trying to get home

And my anger's justified
To you this should be no surprise
Sacrifice what's right even if only in your eyes
I strain to hinder a new beginner
From following me down

'Cause I am not worth nothing alone
Stop stopping me I'm just trying to get home
And we aren't happening
Please just try to see
I'm just trying to get home

And I, and I
And I, and I

'Cause I am not worth nothing alone
Stop stopping me
I'm just trying to get home
And we aren't happening
Please just try to see
I'm just trying to get home

'Cause I am not worth nothing alone
Stop stopping me I'm just trying to get home
And we aren't happening
Please just try to see
I'm just trying to get home

And I, and I (When I have had enough alone)
And I, and I (Emotions I don't call my own)

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2. Flirt

I know I should not even bother
But your eyes love to torture me most
My hopes on the lip of a bottle
But you keep on proposing a toast

Saying here's to contradiction
You snub me with a smile
The paradox it captivates me

Singing hey hey yeah yeah
The blissful connotations of your body and eyes
Hey hey yeah yeah
You might keep me here for a while

Your friends form a hedge of protection now
Without even having to try
I hope this song might be my ticket
To an incomprehensible sigh

If i didn't see tomorrow
Tonight would get me by
The night we collided by design

Singing hey hey yeah yeah
The blissful connotations of your body and eyes
Hey hey yeah yeah
You might keep me here for a while

I'm not ashamed and you're not alone
Will goodbye find us tonight before hello

Singing hey hey yeah yeah
The blissful connotations of your body and eyes
Hey hey yeah yeah
You might keep me here, you might keep me here

Hey hey yeah yeah
The blissful connotations of your body and eyes
Hey hey yeah yeah
You might keep me here, you might keep me here
For a while

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3. Borrow

I forget what it was like trusting me with someone else
So sick of trying
In your debt, I borrow all but sorrow I've got plenty left
The trick is lying
I want to be a braver man
Stop trying to understand
It's all that I can do
It always was for you

If this could be my final breath
Would I, preoccupied with death
Regret my words to you
And all that you've been through

I'm a slave, masochistic, realistic I am brave
Someone love me
What I crave is a subtle sign of weakness
Then you'd see and help me beat this
What's it going to take to lift me from this cave
If I behave

If this could be my final breath
Would I, preoccupied with death
Regret my words to you
And all that you've been through
When all that's left is what is wrong
Will I, bereft, feel I belong
Will I remember how to start all over

Now that you need me to stay
I reached for a new leaf, but i only turned away
Just what could I say
That we'll both be okay
But it's just a game that I am so afraid to play
Let's just start over
Let's just start over

If this could be my final breath
Would I, preoccupied with death
Regret my words to you
And all that you've been through
When all that's left is what is wrong
Will I, bereft, feel I belong
Will I remember how to start all over now

If this could be my final breath
Would I, preoccupied with death
Regret my words to you
And all that you've been through

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4. All that I Can Say

Ooh, you just get better
You just keep taking the breath out of me
Ooh, I'm just a debtor
Can't remember when I felt this free

Maybe I'm giving up slowly
Could you just help me to stand

When you ask me the question
Where do I belong
All that I can say is with you
When they want the answer
I knew all along
All that I can say is I do

Ooh, though forever scares me
I just love you one day at a time
Ooh, nothing could compare me
To the disarming way that you smile

Baby you're so contagious
Never could get over you

When you ask me the question
Where do I belong
All that I can say is with you
When they want the answer
I knew all along
All that I can say is I do

And if you just want some answers
You know you won't find
I'll be there with you through the night
And if you trust me to stand for
What I have in mind
I'll stand up for you, wrong or right

When you ask me the question
Where do I belong
All that I can say is with you
When they want the answer
I knew all along
All that I can say is I do
All that I can say is I do
All that I can say is I do
I do

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5. Guess this is Goodbye

Feet sore, dreams steep
Eyes heavy but I don't want to sleep
We've done okay
Living through hell but not today
Funny I didn't mind all of the sorrow
Funny I didn't mind 
When you held me in your arms
Maybe we won't feel like this tomorrow

But I guess this is goodbye
I guess this is goodbye

We're through, 'cause I'm done
Ignoring what we can't overcome
I'm sore, and I ache
From all the bending so let's break
Funny I didn't mind all of the sorrow
Funny I didn't mind 
When you held me in your arms
Maybe we won't feel like this tomorrow

But I guess this is goodbye
I guess this is goodbye
Why you gotta nickel and dime
You just wasted all my time
I guess this is goodbye

Just walk away
I will not be the one to turn around
Wave goodbye
I'm not sticking around to watch you cry

And I didn't mind all of the sorrow
I didn't mind when I knew that we were through
Maybe we won't feel like this tomorrow

But I guess this is goodbye
I guess this is goodbye
Why you gotta nickel and dime
You just wasted all my time
I guess this is goodbye

I guess this is goodbye
I guess this is goodbye
Just tell me why you gotta nickel and dime
You just wasted all my time
I guess this is goodbye
Oh yeah

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6. New Hope

Every time I fail
My own intentions with fear
Doubt and my travail
Are all that I have here with me
And when these thoughts prevail
Surrender I to my demise
Emotions I unveil
To give myself to you tonight

And I'm holding on to this fight
Might be my last chance to believe in life

'Cause they're taking me away
These thoughts I cannot redeem
I used to dream of ways to change my life
Forever

I'm tired of it all coming down
To one last stand I can't achieve
Impatience when you bring me
One last thought I can't believe

I may not come back from this fate
When the music stops that's a chance I take

'Cause they're taking me away
These thoughts I cannot redeem
I used to dream of ways to change my life
Forever, forever

And I'm holding on to this fight
Might be my last chance to believe in life

'Cause they're taking me away
These thoughts I cannot redeem
I used to dream of ways to change my life
Forever
They're taking me away
These thoughts I cannot redeem
I used to dream of ways to change my life
Forever

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7. Anonymous

Chained here to a bench of stone and sand
Courage crippled by a preconceived notion
Of the way we're supposed to be
Nervously we both just look away
Then at once we let our eyes collide
This'll hurt you more than me

And this moment of trust
It comes with a realization
If it were up to us
We both would be oblivious tonight

I look up at you
What are we supposed to do
You look back at me
Is this all that we can be

Do I even dare to know your name
Or would it make this bond between us
Mean a little bit less to me
So I walk away so disappointed
Little knowing that the energy between us
Was all that it should be

And this moment of trust
It comes with a realization
If it were up to us
We both would be oblivious tonight

I look up at you
What are we supposed to do
You look back at me
Is this all that we can be

Does this make you more beautiful to me
Or should I count this an immaturist spree
Who's to say the way this shouldn't be
In this moment I die for you

I look up at you
What are we supposed to do
You look back at me
Is this all that we can be

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8. Lost & Found

Miles and miles I drive
To justify the sense of my actions
Analyzing motives in my head
I have tried to tell them of
The thorns you pruned inside of me
Often times without you I act dead

And all I know is I need you
All you know is you care

And I might survive today
Through my uncertainty
You never knew
And it all just melts away
When you are with me
I've lost and found myself
Because of you

Would you please in me appease
This cursed insecurity
The fear attacks me when I'm in my bed
I'm aware and I'm not scared
You know my deepest demons now
You could leave me
But you choose to love instead

And all I know is I need you
All you know is you care

And I might survive today
Through my uncertainty
You never knew
And it all just melts away
When you are with me
I've lost and found myself
Because of you

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9. Clarity

Even though you just want to save me
I'd rather stay here in my bed
Even though love wouldn't negate me
I always regret what I said
And the pain sometimes feels better
Than watching you sleep
I will not make you a promise
I'm scared I won't keep

And I can't blame you
You just want some clarity
I might shame you
But I won't take your charity

It's hard to know just how much to tell you
'Cause everything comes out all wrong
I turn to go, "Just go to hell"
You scream after me, so far so long

Self-disdain always feels better
Than watching you cry
It would be so much easier to leave
If I knew you'd get by

And I can't blame you
You just want some clarity
I might shame you
But I won't take your charity

You said "Hate me today or love me forever"
Those seven words sealed in my brain
I love you more alone than I would together
And that's why I'm in so much pain

And I can't blame you
You just want some clarity
(I'd rather stay here in my bed)
I might shame you
But I won't take your charity
(I always regret what I said)
No, no, no

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10. Cannot Argue

Impatience watching me today
Convex reflections all aside
I try to fabricate a way
To bring you here tonight

And I could not answer why
Even when a lie would serve me best
Goodbye is tonight all that we have left

You give me more than you can take
Away before I realize
Your smiles with me have all been fake
That's why you need to lie

And I could not answer why
Even when a lie would serve me best
Goodbye is tonight all that we have left

You're a part of me, you will always be
Such a part of me, nothing's ever free
If you weren't my reason for waiting
Then why would I waste so much time
So much time

And I could not answer why
Even when a lie would serve me best
Goodbye is tonight all that we have left

And I could not answer why
Even when a lie would serve me best
Goodbye is tonight all that we have left

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11. Need Me

She says well done and then she leaves
Reverberations never last
I'm strumming feelings I conceive
A poet's curse has come and passed
She says good luck with this endeavor
Time now serves only as a lever

Pushing me on toward the one I want the most
I'm chasing dawn, 'cause I never had a chance

Something's lost in this reprieve
Slow dancing with an empty heart
As I try to fly a dream
I'm cheating you just for a start
She says good luck with this endeavor
Don't lose the best for the better

Pushing me on toward the one I want the most
I'm chasing dawn, 'cause I never had a chance
It's taken me this much life, and I can't fake forever
And it's you I need, need me
Need me

She says good luck with this endeavor
Her face melts from now to never

Pushing me on toward the one I want the most
I'm chasing dawn, 'cause I never had a chance
It's taken me this much life, and I can't fake forever
And it's you I need, need me
And it's you I need, need me

Something's lost in this reprieve
A poet's curse has come and passed
As I try to fly a dream

She says well done and then she leaves
Reverberations never last

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